“THE DEVIL”
Upon first reference, this sounds like a bad card to represent. But as I read into its deeper meaning, it actually reflects a lot of my personality that I exhibited throughout my thirty-seven years of age.
Apparently, the Devil is not Satan but is more like Dionysus or Pan, gods that stand for pleasure, abandon, wild behavior and unbridled desires. Also, a powerful man who is hard to resist, one who has lack of control and excess and who has a fair amount of obsessions.
I think about Rebecca Naugher, a realtor I dated in Lake Tahoe who split with me after four months because she said I was too intense for her. Funny coming from the same girl who told me early in the relationship “don’t ever change!” Hurt a bit at first, but eventually I kind of took a reference to my intense nature as a compliment.
I think about the time I was in “Blackwitch Messiah”, the band in Oklahoma. At ages 18 and 19, we all experimented with alcohol and narcotics in forms like Beer Bongs and Cannonball’s.
We played the 1991 Stillwater High School Graduation party at Greg Montgomerey’s house and had the cops knocking at our door halfway through the set because of neighbor noise complaints. We kept playing of course, so naturally, they pulled the plug on us.
I remember playing some trailer park clubhouse, hearing some heckler who didn’t like our heavy style, yelling for the infamous Lynryd Skynyrd song “Freebird” after every track. Without warning, our bassist Greg Gibbs, grabbed the microphone and flipped off the patron in one motion screaming “I’ll give you your free bird!” Then the guy goes into the bathroom and rips out one of the sinks during our closing song. Wild behavior indeed.
On Halloween in 1994, I remember Boulder, Colorado’s infamous “Pearl Street Mall Crawl.” Me and my buddies were getting drunk on Boulder Amber, climbing trees and yelling at the top of our lungs. Defiant to the police, we screamed “no” when they told us to get out of the trees. So, of course, we fell out after the cops shook us out of the trees.
Wild behavior for sure, eh?